《由頑石變磐石》Day 09

彼得的「老我」:令人跌倒了

11 後來,磯法到了安提阿,因為他有可責之處,我就當面反對他。12 從雅各那裏來的人未到以前,他和外邦人一同吃飯,及至他們來到,他因怕奉割禮的人就退出,跟外邦人疏遠了。13 其餘的猶太人也都隨著他裝假,甚至連巴拿巴也隨夥裝假。14 但我一看見他們做得不對,與福音的真理不合,就在眾人面前對磯法說:「你既是猶太人,卻按照外邦人的樣子,不按照猶太人的樣子生活,怎麼能勉強外邦人按照猶太人的樣子生活呢?」(加拉太書二11-21.和修)

11 When Cephas came to Antioch, I opposed him to his face, because he stood condemned. 12 For before certain men came from James, he used to eat with the Gentiles. But when they arrived, he began to draw back and separate himself from the Gentiles because he was afraid of those who belonged to the circumcision group. 13 The other Jews joined him in his hypocrisy, so that by their hypocrisy even Barnabas was led astray.14 When I saw that they were not acting in line with the truth of the gospel, I said to Cephas in front of them all, “You are a Jew, yet you live like a Gentile and not like a Jew. How is it, then, that you force Gentiles to follow Jewish customs? 15 “We who are Jews by birth and not sinful Gentiles 16 know that a person is not justified by the works of the law, but by faith in Jesus Christ. So we, too, have put our faith in Christ Jesus that we may be justified by faith in Christ and not by the works of the law, because by the works of the law no one will be justified.17 “But if, in seeking to be justified in Christ, we Jews find ourselves also among the sinners, doesn’t that mean that Christ promotes sin? Absolutely not! 18 If I rebuild what I destroyed, then I really would be a lawbreaker. 19 “For through the law I died to the law so that I might live for God. 20 I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. 21 I do not set aside the grace of God, for if righteousness could be gained through the law, Christ died for nothing!” (Galatians 2:11-21)

分享:還記得在較早前,彼得與約翰曾說過:19 聽從你們,不聽從神,在神面前合理不合理,你們自己判斷吧!20 我們所看見所聽見的,我們不能不說。」(使徒行傳四19-20)他們為神的緣故,不聽從人的心意,只專注在主耶穌身上。昨天我們看到彼得領受到傳福音給外邦人的異象,他的訊息除了分享給哥尼流,也是給自己的提醒。然而,我們今天便要透過保羅的記述,看到彼得後來因怕猶太信徒的目光而刻意迴避與外邦人同枱食飯,體貼了人的習性、傳統,卻看輕神的教導和指示。這時保羅便糾正彼得的問題,並重新教導因福音緣故,不再分猶太人和外邦人了,兩者早已成為一了;保羅更指出彼得這次的錯誤,不但影響到他自身的見証,更影響了身邊跟隨他的人,如巴拿巴。經文是如此形容他們:12b 他因怕奉割禮的人就退出,跟外邦人疏遠了。13 其餘的猶太人也都隨著他裝假,甚至連巴拿巴也隨夥裝假。」(加拉太書二12b-13) 這份裝假,就是不真誠的表現,也是破壞了教會合一團契生命的主要元凶。

有時候,我們會否也傾向體貼人意多於遵從真理的教導,以致影響到主的事工,或破壞了信徒間的相交?然而,彼得這樣的錯誤已不是第一次,還記得他曾阻止耶穌去死,結就被耶穌指責「只體貼人的意思」。這次,他又再重複犯錯,更為信徒帶來負面影響。事實上,若彼得突破種族限制,與外邦人同枱食飯,是一種接納的表現,能成就美好的見証。然而,當他刻意避開,這就使他與外拜人的相交變得虛假,這完全有違福音的真理。


今天,我們在生活中,有沒有像彼得一樣,總體貼人意而忽略了為主作見証呢?或許我們也有錯覺,認為某一些只是小事而已,無須太緊張吧﹗然而,失見証就是失見証,從來都不分大事還是小事。

今天,我們作為信徒,要特別小心體貼人意的陷阱。保羅亦提醒我們:「 21 我覺得有個律,就是我願意行善的時候,就有惡纏著我。22 因為,按著我裏面的人,我喜歡神的律,23 但我看出肢體中另有個律和我內心的律交戰,把我擄去,使我附從那肢體中罪的律。24 我真苦啊!誰能救我脫離這必死的身體呢?」(羅馬書七21-24)

在生活中,「老我」會經常與聖靈交戰,當你越體貼老我,最終會導致屬靈生命的死亡。相反,若能體貼聖靈,就能得著生命和平安。25 感謝神,靠著我們的主耶穌基督就能!」(羅馬書七25) 來吧,我們靠著主一同戰勝「老我」。

反思:你能看到自己的「老我」嗎?求主讓你看到它,並剔除它。

禱告:親愛的主耶穌,求祢讓我看到自己的「老我」,並提醒我時刻要順服祢,體貼聖靈更多,求祢幫助我,讓我竭力體貼祢心意的生活。奉主名求 ,阿們。