《由頑石變磐石》Day 08

彼得的順服:困惑仍然跟隨

第二天,他們走路將近那城,約在正午,彼得上房頂去禱告。10 他覺得餓了,想要吃。那家的人正預備飯的時候,彼得魂遊象外,11 看見天開了,有一塊好像大布的東西降下,四角吊著縋在地上,12 裏面有地上各樣四腳的走獸、爬蟲和天上的飛鳥。13 又有聲音對他說:「彼得,起來!宰了吃。」14 彼得卻說:「主啊,絕對不可!凡污俗和不潔淨的東西,我從來沒有吃過。」15 第二次有聲音再對他說:「神所潔淨的,你不可當作污俗的。」16 這樣一連三次,那東西隨即收回天上去了。17 正當彼得心裏困惑,不知所看見的異象是甚麼意思時,哥尼流所差來的人已經找到了西門的家,站在門外,18 喊著問有沒有一位稱為彼得的西門住在這裏。19 彼得還在思考那異象的時候,聖靈對他說:「有三個人來找你。20 起來,下去,跟他們同去,不要疑惑,因為是我差他們來的。」21 於是彼得下去見那些人,說:「我就是你們要找的人,你們是為了甚麼緣故在這裏?」22 他們說:「百夫長哥尼流是個義人,敬畏神,為猶太全民族所稱讚。他蒙一位聖天使指示,叫他請你到他家裏去,要聽你講話。」23彼得就請他們進去住宿。(使徒行傳十9-23.和修)

9 About noon the following day as they were on their journey and approaching the city, Peter went up on the roof to pray. 10 He became hungry and wanted something to eat, and while the meal was being prepared, he fell into a trance. 11 He saw heaven opened and something like a large sheet being let down to earth by its four corners. 12 It contained all kinds of four-footed animals, as well as reptiles and birds. 13 Then a voice told him, “Get up, Peter. Kill and eat.”14 “Surely not, Lord!” Peter replied. “I have never eaten anything impure or unclean.”15 The voice spoke to him a second time, “Do not call anything impure that God has made clean.”16 This happened three times, and immediately the sheet was taken back to heaven.17 While Peter was wondering about the meaning of the vision, the men sent by Cornelius found out where Simon’s house was and stopped at the gate. 18 They called out, asking if Simon who was known as Peter was staying there.19 While Peter was still thinking about the vision, the Spirit said to him, “Simon, three[a] men are looking for you. 20 So get up and go downstairs. Do not hesitate to go with them, for I have sent them.”21 Peter went down and said to the men, “I’m the one you’re looking for. Why have you come?”22 The men replied, “We have come from Cornelius the centurion. He is a righteous and God-fearing man, who is respected by all the Jewish people. A holy angel told him to ask you to come to his house so that he could hear what you have to say.” 23 Then Peter invited the men into the house to be his guests. (Acts 10:9-23)

分享:猶太人對飲食的要求特別講究,他們按照神的律法而訂立了一些規則,對於潔淨與不潔淨食物的區分,更直接影響到信仰生命。當彼得住在硝皮匠西門的家時,他在異象中看到許多猶太人視為不潔的食物,並有聲音要他去吃。彼得的即時反應是:「主啊,絕對不可!凡污俗和不潔淨的東西,我從來沒有吃過。」然而,這異象反覆出現了三次,並以這一句作結束:「神所潔淨的,你不可當作污俗的。」就在彼得仍思考這個異象之時,又有另一個聲音向他說話:「起來,下去,跟他們同去,不要疑惑,因為是我差他們來的。」這樣,他就順服聖靈的帶領,並去到外邦人哥尼流家中,將福音傳給他們。原來神早已預備了泥土,要彼得將福音種子種下去。

彼得今次領受異象,確實令他無所適從,因為異象就是要打破他根深蒂固的猶太信仰傳統。面對這個不潔之物的異像,縱使不太明白,但彼得仍順服聖靈的帶領,帶著困惑的腳步到外邦人羅馬管長家裡去。當他到哥尼流的家,彼得發現他原來也領受到主的異象。對於哥尼流,聖經形容他:在凱撒利亞有一個人名叫哥尼流,是意大利營的百夫長。他是個虔誠人,他和全家都敬畏神。他多多賙濟百姓,常常向神禱告。 」(使徒行傳十1-2)神更希望哥尼流能明白福音真義,就叫他差人邀請彼得來為他解說更多。而彼得這刻也回應:「 34 我真的看出神是不偏待人的。35 不但如此,在各國中那敬畏祂而行義的人都為祂所悅納。」(使徒行傳十34-35) 這刻,神藉著異象和哥尼流,要打破彼得既有的觀念:傳福音並不受這些傳統文化限制,若存有太多前設,阻礙福音傳遞的不是別人,而是自己。

各位,我們是否也像從前的彼得一樣,會不自覺地限制了福音的傳播?心裡早有前設地去制訂傳福音對象,總是認為某些人不會或不配信耶穌,便惰於向他們傳講福音?正如舊約先知約拿,神派他宣講悔改的訊息,但他卻因某種預設而轉面逃避 (參約拿書一1-2)。聖靈清楚地讓彼得明白,神所關注是人的心和靈魂,而不是身份問題。彼得所見的異象就是要解決這個障礙,不要被世上的價值觀蒙蔽傳福音的目的:「救恩臨到每個人那裡去」。這刻,彼得需要做的是改變自己對外邦人的看法,勇敢地把福音傳給他們。而我們也需要一樣,並要突破自己的盲點和掙扎。

還記得耶穌臨升天前囑咐的使命是什麼?「但聖靈降臨在你們身上,你們就必得著能力,並要在耶路撒冷、猶太全地和撒瑪利亞,直到地極,作我的見證。」(使徒行傳一8)  儘管有時會有困惑,但就讓我們順服聖靈,將福音傳開。 放心,神一直都在教導我們,並一路會提示我們所當走之路、當突破的盲點。

反思:今天,什麼是成為你傳福音的障礙呢?將這些障礙全然交給主,讓聖靈加能賜力給你。

禱告:親愛的主耶穌,求祢原諒我們,我們總是不自覺地將祢所交託傳福音的使命限制起來,令自己成為了傳福音的阻礙,也成為不去傳福音的藉口。我們再次求祢的提醒和教導,讓我們放下前設,再次成為福音流通的管子,求祢使用。奉主名求,阿們。